i had a dream where the sun exploded ⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊ and i am excited for the future!

- i had a dream that the sun exploded and it looked like i lived in a van gogh painting and i will be thinking about that for a while... it was beautiful and quite odd 

→ i went to the snow two weeks ago, and it was pretty amazing!

→ plus i am feeling surprisingly ok about everything right now! even college, which is very unexpected. i think my coping strategies for life have become routines now, and i'm feeling hopeful and alive! 

→ i saw my friends in a dance show tonight (configuration), and it made me so excited to dance tomorrow, oh how i love movement! everyone can hate it as much as they want, but i love moving my body and the warm up and the frog jumps and all of it! ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ

←look at this fucked up dog. his name is Carl 😛

→ i spent time with people i liked and loved today, and even did some water coloring :) and i've started reading lately, i'm on book SIX of this semester !!

→ i am still selfish in little ways, i talk too much and don't listen enough and take over people's water color pages (´•︵•`)

BUT! i am feeling like i will feel as if i have done good when i die later in life, so it will all be ok! i'm feeling excited about it all, the good and bad :)