i feel like i am watching the world from a ladder and can't help but see everything in the horizon but nothing up close

life feels so strange right now and i may be getting sick :( hello loyal followers (aka none), I want to delete instagram again, i really do feel better without it, but i have to find a roommate pronto! two weeks until my housing application is due, eek! :( maybe i'll just run with random if it means i have a higher chance of being near nature i love my girlfriend so very much, i can't stop thinking about that as a one true fact ⭐ also, i'm being brave and stopping my homework early tonight and why are they giving us such a short break before opening night? i can't take it i can'tttt maybe I will inquire and see what is going on i hope i sleep good tonight